Today, is a strange day. I ditched church which isn't like me at all. I am avoiding phone calls from people at church, and I just want to curl up and sleep the day away.
My period is almost 2 months late, took a pregnancy test. No little plus sign. Kind of concerned about that. I need to see the Dr. but am putting that off as well.
I am in a bit of a funk today and I am not quite sure why.
I am working on two papers. One due today and a learning team paper due on Wednesday. School is the one thing that I like at the moment. It gives me a place where I can be in control and decide how I'll fair. I received my grade for my first class - "A"! I loved it! I actually got a 99.5% in that class! one stupid litte half of a percent, all because I submitted the paper that didn't have the reference page attached. THAT KILLS ME!!!!! Why can't I just be happy with my A and move on?!
I have been picking fights with Tommy lately. He's been good, but lately been fighting back. He doesn't deserve my mood swings, neither do I for that matter. I get so restless and when he doesn't want to be a part of my hair-brained schemes, it really frustrates me that he would rather sit at home on the couch then go out with me!
I am an enigma rolled up in a riddle covered by a mystery as he says! I guess that's true!
I am weaning off of the anti-depressant that I have been taking for almost two years. I bet that has something to do with my strange mood today. At least, that's what I am going to blame it on.
The weather is cold, there is no snow to enjoy watch falling, and I feel BLAH!! Someone help get me out of this funk!!!!!
The Eagles play this afternoon, so hopefully, they win and Tommy will be in a great mood! If they lose, I'm leaving the area for a while! LOL!
I know these are pretty random thoughts all thrown together... well, truthfully, that's how I feel today! All these random pieces of me just sort of thrown together in a body fighting to figure out which thought or action is going to win out today!
Maybe my next post will be much happier... just maybe!
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